#32: Feeling So Low

For the record the things in this song didn't happen. It's imagined. But I wanted to write something to capture my desire to be with a girl who loves like a girl, thinks like a girl and doesn't feel compelled to act in a masculine way. Kind of seems if you can't find a girl like that you might be wasting being a man. Again...these things didn't happen. 

I'm feeling so low. I wish there was a place for these feelings to go. But they get stuck in my soul. And with every word you speak they continue to grow. I'm feeling beat to the ground. And I'm hoping that a friendly neighbour might come around. And lift me up off the floor. And give me all the love and passion that she's got in store. And in the end there's only one thing in the world I want, to see you toes curl. All I want is a girl. You walk me down the hall, you take me back to your place. You say 'I can tell you haven't had a girl's cooking by the bones in your face. If you make up a fire you should be alright and you can come and hold me when I get scared in the night, cause I hear sounds in the night.' And in the end there's only one thing in the world I want, to see you toes curl. All I want is a girl. My guilt's beginning to show. Everytime I see you I'm wondering if she somehow knows. Can she smell it on my clothes? I wish I was a stronger man cause now I'm feeling so low. I'm feeling so low.